What is it? What do you want to say?…
Inspired to write about meaning. The label. The value. Placed on something or someone. A feeling. A sense. Wondering, if given meaning, does it take me out of the experience and into something else. This has been a long time coming that I have wanted to talk about it. What is it? What does that mean? What’s true? What’s real? What does it matter? What is being found is the moment I go beyond the experience and into the story of the experience, something inside of me says, No. Not true. I have wanted to write a book for so long and I came across the meaning. I don’t want to give it meaning. So what is it that I want to say?…. What I hear inside once again is that this is a two-fold project. To write the story and then to question the entire thing on paper. And then publish. Because I don’t know what it is that is underneath the story yet. My ‘ego’ wants to tell it and it might be time to let that roll and then meet it with the kindness of questions. Sounds about perfect… I really want to see what’s under there and what will then be said… Amen.
